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The Theatre Space is a Sacred Space

on April 29, 2012 in Artistic Process, Storytelling, Theatre

Photo by Alida Sullivan

“There are certain times when I sit in church . . .”  - Laramie Project

When I was a theatre student in college I had the good fortune of randomly picking an amazing powerhouse of a theatre program. Nothing anonymous here. It’s the University of Northern Iowa. Brilliant faculty, great program. I know that we are always wondering if we are completely preparing our students for the world outside. For me, I can’t say I was ready, but I was certainly as prepared as anyone can be.

Anyway, one of my professors there was Tisch Jones. I always loved going to Tisch’s lectures because they were filled with all kinds of new and wonderful things. She was my first directing professor. And I remember this phrase that she use to say.

“The theatre space is a sacred space.”

I listened. I believed that she believed it to be true. But I never really understood her. To be fair, there was a lot of things I didn’t understand, not just from Tisch but from Richard Glockner, the acting professor and especially Jay Edelnant, my mentor and an all around theatre bad ass. (You can quote me on that.) But what I found over time was that these things that I did not understand but wanted to, became clear as the years passed and I grew.

The things I did not understand did not leave me, they waited. And in the middle of a rehearsal or in a grad school seminar, or in a conversation with my students I will get this flash and then think, “So THAT’S what Richard was trying to get me to understand!” Ironically this most often happens as I am trying to get a student to understand something similar.

My mind kept going back to Tisch though. And I think, over time, I began to understand more. The thought has come back to me often as we work through The Laramie Project.

And even writing this down isn’t easy. Feelings that are difficult to translate into words.

But when you sit in the theatre and watch a show, particularly a show that draws the audience up close and into the firelight, you are opening up yourself to an experience. Trusting in the people on the stage to take you somewhere vulnerable and not to hurt you. Many people come into “Laramie” with a guard up. They know it is going to be sad, how could it not? I don’t blame them.

The play is written to earn that trust, and then take the audience through the events. To bring them to Laramie. And it does that very, very well.

That openness from the audience is paired with the actor who, if he has done his job, is also open to you. And so together you share an experience. Not just an audience member watching a story. A human being connecting with another human being and exchanging parts of our culture. Questions and theories, wrapped in emotion and humanity, in an effort to solve problems, to make the world better.

I will look you in the eyes and show you Catherine Connolly’s fear, but to do that I have to show you a little bit of my own authentic fear. In that moment, we grow. All of us.

And when you begin to look at theatre as a series of these moments happening show after show, performance after performance then it does, indeed, take on a sacredness. Like storytelling around the bonfire where our ancestors paired nourishment of body and nourishment of soul in one event and location. A ritual performance to improve our community. To improve ourselves. To connect us more strongly to one another.

And when I look at it that way, it really does seem quite clear.

Thank you Tisch.

 
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You’ve Got Hate Mail

on April 25, 2012 in Laramie, accountability

Yesterday when I went to check my mailbox I received a letter. A quick look at the return address made me curious. It was from someone called I. M. Manley. Which would turn out to be really ironic because it was an anonymous letter condemning me for using taxpayer money to “fund your liberal agenda [...]

 
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Why I pulled my classes from Google+

I’ve been sort of dreading writing this post. I tweeted it was coming a few days ago because I knew I wouldn’t want to write it. As much as I tout the glories and benefits of failure I sure do hate when it’s my turn to fail. That’s okay though. The more I put it [...]

 
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Drop them: A Professor Rant

on March 16, 2012 in student

It’s midterms. I hate midterms. We’re asked to give students some sort of evaluation of their status in the class, purely based on attendance. Currently attending. No longer attending. Never attended. It’s a simple thing. A paper work thing. An opportunity surely but this time of year drives me crazy. This is the time of [...]

 
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Why Colleges need to foster their arts programs

I’ve been watching the interwebs closely this week as my Alma Mater has been shutting down programs and closing the art museum in an effort to keep the university financially stable. There is a lot of crying foul and controversy and while I empathize, I am overwhelmed with sadness as I see such a vital [...]

 
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What happens when students write the class?

on March 2, 2012 in Active Learning, Syllabus, student

Last year at this time I was blogging about my first foray into student generated course structure. You can read about it here. The class ended up highly successful. This spring I tried it out again. But this time I gave them more agency. When they pushed me to add content I pushed back. As [...]

 
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Play: It’s not just for kids and actors

on February 28, 2012 in Inspiration, artist

One of the things that we do in the theatre that gets us looked at with a little bit of suspicious is play. I once had an administrator walk in in the middle of a particularly heated round of Red Light-Green Light. To their credit, they never asked me to explain. Here’s the thing about [...]

 
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Determining Success Teaching with Google Plus

I had a major period of doubt about whether or not Google Plus was working as a platform for the communication portion of my online class. Some of the students struggled with the platform. Some students hated logging on to two different platforms. (Three if you count their college email account which believe me, they [...]

 
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First Thoughts on The Laramie Project

on February 17, 2012 in Laramie, Social Issues Theatre

One of the things I use to teach in Theatre Appreciation was that the job of a good critic was to determine What the Director was trying to do. Did they accomplish it? And was the attempt worthwhile. We talked about the various functions of theatre. That some was meant for pure entertainment. Some showcased [...]

 
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The Evolution of Art

on February 4, 2012 in Artistic Process, Process, artist

It’s been one of those weeks where you wander around sort of thinking about the large and absurdly complex world in which we live. I mean, think about our origins and the hunter gatherer mind evolving into a hive of such tangled attentions that I cannot fathom the amount of steps and people it would [...]

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